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[ Welcome to hell! Welcome to hell!

Which is to say, welcome to the morning after Ouma and Shuichi's game went a little further than it probably should have. Ouma had ended up killing even more time in the tacky love hotel by giving it another, more thorough investigative sweep -- not that he found anything particularly useful, but it's good to know the layout of the place and what exactly can all be found in there item-wise. Who knows what might end up being useful or relevant in this mutual killing game fiasco. Although he lowkey hopes some of the shit he found never ends up being relevant -- but knowing Miu, it's possible.

So Ouma's a little sleep deprived, between staying out that much later and...the general exhaustion...plus his inability to stop thinking about it. Even though he'll act like he slept like an absolute baby, 'cause he's a liar. He's even dragged himself to the cafeteria for breakfast, because that's how utterly unaffected he is. Plus, he is hungry.

Thankfully (but also annoyingly, because now he's gotta go see what they're up to right now), most of the ~*~student council~*~ of Angie's, aka the brainwashed idiots, aren't really around right now. That leaves...Korekiyo, Maki, Miu, and Kaito. What a wack group. Although one of the others might show up later...or altogether, since they're teaming up. No Shuichi either, which is interesting.

But not unsurprising, he supposes.

He doubts anything would've happened to him, but there's a paranoid part of him that kind of wonders.

He's almost considering just nabbing some snacks and taking them up to his room right now, because this is pretty uninteresting!! No fights breaking out or anything. Plus, the meal quality around here has really taken a nosedive since Kirumi's death. Oh, well...

The Monokubs will probably show up to say something inane, so he should stick around. ]

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[ Shuichi's hand suddenly gripping his is unexpected, and snaps him out of the weird headspace where he's not really focusing on anything except the own buzzing in his head to distract him from so many sensations at once -- Shuichi inside of him, his own arousal budding again, his pulse going too fast...

But he's getting used to it, kind of. It's still a weird and distracting sensation, with Shuichi filling him more than his fingers ever could -- which means it might be easier for him to hit where it feels really good, but his first focus should be moving, probably. Ouma glances at Shuichi behind heavily lidded eyes, thinking that Shuichi's likely having an equally difficult time -- he hasn't even gotten off once yet. ...Even though it's Shuichi's own fault for not letting Ouma touch him earlier, the idiot.

Feeling his thoughts gather back to him somewhat, Ouma moves his other hand to settle it on Shuichi's hip for stability as he slowly pulls himself up off of Shuichi's cock by about halfway before going back down on him with a loud hitch of breath. It's done less slowly this time, with Ouma not wanting to repeat his initial speed of doing it that first time. After this second attempt, he experimentally grinds his hips down on Shuichi a little, somewhat forcing his own acclimation to this already so it's not too embarrassingly slow.

He shifts his attention to Shuichi, both wanting to gauge his reactions and also distract himself here a little by focusing on the other. He steadies a breath before speaking: ]

...Does it feel good?

[He wasn't ready for the initial penetration, and somehow he isn't ready for the next press down even with Ouma's slow lift as forewarning. His startled yelp turns into a low groan, and his hand still on Ouma's leg clenches tight, his whole arm jerking with the strain of keeping relatively still (and ironically possibly making things worse than an accidental thust would anyway, since Ouma is so small and could potentially be jostled a good deal without too much effort).

He's not really able to think about that too much, though, Ouma's grinding down on him quickly obliterating any embarrassment or worries that had begun bubbling up. He pants for breath, for once not very mindful of the little sounds that escape him in the process. It takes a long moment for him to recognize that Ouma was speaking to him, and then another few to actually process the words and dredge up some kind of response.]

...Y-yeah. Yeah, really good.

[He's not exactly at his most eloquent right now. Maybe just how sincerely he means that comes across just fine anyway in his expression, eyes clenched shut, mouth hanging open and head dropped back like he needs to open up his throat as much as possible just to keep breathing.

He tugs on Ouma's hand in his anyway, pulling it up to his and adjusting his hold so he can grip it like a lifeline over his sternum.]

[ Ouma's grip on Shuichi's hip tightens when he jerks his arm like that, but at least he doesn't end up moving too much -- nothing incomparable to how he's shifting for his own grinding, anyway. He exhales deeply nonetheless, feeling pretty pleased between Shuichi's inarticulate response and the way the other looks so strained to hold it together right now. Shit, the only thing he's really holding onto seems to be Ouma's hand.

Ouma lets him, although some of his weight may shift onto said hand and thus onto Shuichi for balance as he slowly begins rocking his hips a little, beginning something of a shallow pace as he doesn't come up very far for now. Each shift brings with it small hitches of breath and short, quiet moans as he drives Shuichi inside of himself. It's starting to feel pretty good, he thinks -- warm, slick, and hard as it pushes against all his walls simultaneously. He can flat out feel just how turned on Shuichi is, and it's only made better accompanied with the show of getting to look down and easily watch Shuichi like this, too -- if he wasn't so flustered himself from inexperience, he thinks he could kind of love this. ]

You...can try moving, if you want...

[ Ouma offers between labored breathlessness, like it isn't obvious how much Shuichi's forcing himself to be still right now. ]

[It's intensely tight, slick with lube and pumping him with a more all-encompassing pressure than a hand could manage. A distant part of him wonders, in a brief moment with a spare brain cell not focused on their currents activities, if a blowjob is something like this. That feels like a skipped step, sorta. Like maybe something they should come back to at a later point.

Lord. Musing about the future of this whatever-it-is later. He's barely managing to avoid blowing too early as it is, after the little show he'd kind of made Ouma put on for him and his subsequent unfinished jerkoff session.

The part of him that's still at least somewhat self-aware doesn't want to seem too eager -- it feels careless, somehow, like he's putting his own pleasure before Ouma's well-being -- but the relief and gratitude is probably easy enough to read in his face.]

Right, just...let me know if I hurt you, or...or anything like that.

[He takes a moment to try to match Ouma's pace, then rocks his hips up as Ouma drops back down again to stab into him even deeper. Each thrust drags a shaky breath out of him, made even more laboured by the other boy's slight weight leaning against his chest and constricting his lungs just that little bit. His hand on Ouma's leg slides up, over the bunched up fabric of his pants to smooth over heated skin instead.]

[ shuichi.....................

Luckily, Ouma can't read his blowjob-thirsty thoughts, so he'll just huff at Shuichi's words as he tries to keep up with what he's got going here, rolling his hips to keep Shuichi sliding in and out of him even further. ]

As if...a virgin like you...could hurt me.

[ Ouma knocks down that hypothetical perception of himself immediately (even if it's...a legitimate concern), and truth be told he just wants to call Shuichi that one more time while it's still valid. Granted, that's not going to stop him from lying about it if he wants, but it won't have the same effect -- or maybe it'll be better, in some amusing scenario where Shuichi might try to correct him about not being a virgin, which would immediately bring to mind that it's because Ouma took that from him. Just like he's going to take his heart, over and over again -- like a never-ending game.

-- At least, that's what Ouma fantasizes about with his spare brain cells.

He's far less focused on these ideas when Shuichi meets his pace with actually thrusting into him, and Ouma's hand clenches tighter on Shuichi's hip as he groans in response to the feeling of Shuichi hitting further inside of him. Christ.

It's extremely distracting, and Ouma's breath hitches with a soft noise from him with nearly every thrust. He keeps his own hips moving too, finding it actually easier now with the momentum from Shuichi also moving ultimately allowing for him to kind of start a pace of bouncing on him. What's not easier, and actually becomes more difficult, is keeping it together with how much more intense everything suddenly feels. ]

[Shuichi might be tempted to argue that at some later point. But he can't now, not when they're in the thick of it right now. It seems too abrupt to think of his virginity as being gone just from that moment of penetration, and too cocky to use that as the basis for any protest. Surely it's more of a process, something he can only claim once the whole deed is successfully done without him screwing up in some way.

He can't reach Ouma's hip or waist on his back like this -- or his face, or anything he kind of really wants to touch -- but he spreads his hand over Ouma's leg where he can reach, his thumb rubbing back and forward over the inside curve of a white thigh. God, Ouma is pale. Shuichi's other hand release's Ouma's to slide up his wrist, noticing distantly how his skin looks practically tanned in comparison to Ouma's.

This is definitely a weird tangent for his brain to go on right now. Especially when Ouma's working with him now, his thrusts piercing deeper.

It all feels pretty equally good to him at this point, maybe plateauing at a height of pleasure where any more isn't even discernable anymore. Or maybe he's just an easily pleased virgin who'd be physically thrilled to be fucking something for the first time no matter how it was done. But Ouma seems to be appreciating it more, gripping him tight and making the most amazing little noises every time he bounces down. Shuichi's a little entranced, unable to even feel a bit embarrassed about how openly he's watching Ouma's face over him.]

G-good?

[That could be "good" as in "are you alright?" Or as in "does it feel good?" Either is possible, really. He's not entirely sure himself which he means more. His nature suggests the former, but the idea of Ouma telling him just how good it feels is enticing enough that he can't be sure.]

[ Ouma's too focused on what he's doing right now, although he's more or less moving on autopilot -- he doesn't really have to think about moving his hips at this point, or clenching both of his hands, or closing his eyes as he pants shallow and quick from the physical exertion. He's not usually a fan of doing anything that causes him to perspire, like he's definitely feeling along his forehead a bit right now (his hair not helping matters at all), but at least this feels good to make up for it.

At Shuichi's question, Ouma opens his eyes halfway to stare at him as he processes it, suddenly aware of how intently Shuichi seems to be watching him. Shuichi sure seems to like watching him, Ouma notes -- this isn't the first time he's caught him staring.

Responding to Shuichi's question while he's moving just isn't going to happen, so Ouma ceases his movement for a second, exhaling deeply as he moves his free hand from Shuichi's hip to push his fingers through the side of his own fringe for a second to relieve some of the heat surrounding his head. ]

Yeah... Super good!

[ His answer (a vague one for a vague question) is practically sighed out, albeit enthusiastically.

Ouma doesn't immediately return to his previous movement, instead grinding his hips down just a bit in place to give Shuichi something while he moves his hand from his hair to finish undoing his jacket fully so he can shrug it off his shoulders -- both because it's pretty damn hot right now and because if Shuichi likes watching him so much then why not fully expose himself this time. ]

[It's torturous relief when Ouma pauses to answer him. A sudden stop to the yes very good pace they'd been keeping up that makes him bite his lip to keep from cursing, but...granted, it's probably good to put on the brakes for a second so he can wind down a little and not be so close to losing it every second. He takes the moment to breathe and steady himself, hissing a little on the intake as Ouma grinds down on him just enough to make the cooldown difficult.

And making it even more difficult is the way Ouma's looming over him, enthusiastic and flushed and face beaded with sweat, peeling his shirt the rest of the way off. It's like he's on a stage like this, with Shuichi all but forced to look up and just watch, and he has to wonder if it's intentional or not.

(Is Ouma the sort to put on a show like that? Well. Yes, absolutely -- and the thought that maybe it's on purpose is both intriguing and embarrassing in a way he'll have to examine later when he has all his wits about him -- but Ouma does look hot. Like, sweaty-hot. And the other kind, but brain please shut up.)

But he has a moment here, and he's practically thrumming with energy and the urge to move, if not to launch right back into it than to at least touch, do something less passive. With Ouma's weight a little less entirely leaning on him, Shuichi hesitates just a moment before retracting his hand from Ouma's leg and using it to push himself up into a sitting position, letting go of Ouma's wrist so he can catch the back of his neck instead and pull him in for a kiss.]

[ Ouma's a little surprised when Shuichi suddenly sits up, and the shift in position causes him to groan from the sudden movement. Not that he can complain when Shuichi pulls him into a kiss, and Ouma will settle his newly freed hands on either of Shuichi's shoulders as he reciprocates into it. It's not exactly the most elegant kissing, kind of sloppy and heated, which is pretty on par with how he feels right now.

It's not a position he can't move in, either -- if anything, the new angle is interesting. So Ouma uses his grip on Shuichi's shoulders for support as he slowly and almost experimentally slides himself up off of Shuichi's cock almost entirely before slamming his hips back down with a much louder moan against Shuichi's mouth. ]

[He half expected to get scolded again for breaking the rules. But given the way Ouma immediately grabs him and kisses back, hard and sloppy, he can only assume the rules don't really matter at this point.]

The hard, full thrust wrings a groan out of him, but he barely even notices between the jot pleasure of it and Ouma moaning into his mouth. He swallows the sound up eagerly, careless of the volume he'd normally be worrying over or dripping saliva he'd be self-conscious of. It just feels too intensely good to have Ouma against him like this, held close and sheathed deep inside him.

Sitting up like this, he can't really move his hips much in return. But Ouma seems to be managing alright so he just leans forward more so he doesn't need an arm supporting him and grips Ouma's waist with that hand instead. The initial thought is just to touch more, but Ouma feels so small in his lap like this, and when the other boy moves to raise up again he's suddenly compelled to assist, using his grip to help lift before slamming him back down.]

[ Ouma's glad that at least Shuichi's making nice noises, too -- it's especially satisfying, since he seems to try and suppress himself quite a bit. Which is good for things like avoiding premature ejaculation, but not so good when Ouma wants to hear him make all kinds of cute noises.

With Shuichi steadying his waist and assisting his pace now, everything once more becomes intense -- if not moreso than before, with this angle ensuring every thrust is deep and gravity inherently making things a little rougher. Ouma doesn't dislike that, but he sure is making higher-pitched, more desperate sounding moans in his throat each time Shuichi hits so well inside of him. Fuck.

It almost stuns him every time he comes back down, and his back reflexively arches a bit as his nails dig into Shuichi's shoulders. At least, until one of Ouma's hands moves up from a shoulder so he can push his fingers through the side of Shuichi's fringe, fingers raking across his scalp as he pushes his hand further into Shuichi's hair and grabs him there. He keeps Shuichi pulled into this almost greedy brand of kissing despite the fact that he is breathing through his nose so heavily right now -- which he makes up for by switching to something more open-mouthed so he can repeatedly separate for a mere second or two, panting close to Shuichi's own mouth before getting right back to it. He's so hard himself again, and being this close to Shuichi only compels him to try rocking his hips more forward with his subsequent movements on Shuichi to try and get his own dick rubbing against Shuichi's abdomen a little. ]

[Ouma's nails are stinging reminders of his hands, punctuating the grip on his shoulders or scraping a line across his scalp with a touch that might seem tender if it wasn't so biting and desperate. Shuichi does curse this time, a soft fuck that's too easily lost in the neglibible space between their mouths, drowned out by panting breaths and Ouma's shameless moans.

The dick rubbing against his stomach is a weird sensation in a number of ways. An extra bit of prodding where he wasn't expecting it, given he's got a pretty good sense of where Ouma's hands are at the moment. A slight touch of wetness where the tip bumps his skin. The fact that Ouma's so hard in the first place, not too long after having already come once. Like, goddamn, Shuichi had certainly known already, but it's a viscerally different realization to be reminded of it by the needy attempts to rut against his abdomen while still impaled on his dick.

He's not sure how long he can last for -- surely any moment he'll hit some tipping point he can't pull back in time from. Frowning against Ouma's mouth, he lets the other boy's neck go and leans back just enough to get a hand between their bodies. He goes back to kissing Ouma even while blindly fumbling with the head of Ouma's dick just to get a bit of slickness so he can pump the shaft encouragingly.]

[ As if fucking himself on Shuichi wasn't enough of a sensation, now he's got Shuichi pumping his dick to add to it. Ouma jerks forward slightly, attempting to thrust into Shuichi's hand -- which, conveniently, also provides additional movement and friction for Shuichi. He doesn't want to stop his pace on Shuichi anyway, even if his motions are becoming a little more erratic given how fucking distracted he is right now between both the double stimulation and Shuichi kissing him like this still.

Ouma's grip tightens in Shuichi's hair, and he tries reciprocating with the kissing even though he's not doing a very good job of paying attention at all right now. He more or less whines into Shuichi's mouth as his hip movements turn a bit more frantic, trying to get more out of how Shuichi's touching him and moving inside of him.

He's so breathless, and his head is nearly spinning at this rate -- it's not very long before the hand gripping Shuichi's shoulder tightly loosens up only to slide down the front of Shuichi's collar to push him back from the kissing for a second as he attempts to separate, panting as he tries bringing more focus to effectively coming down on Shuichi's cock a little harder.

Not that this course of action helps him calm down any, instead only making the pounding in his ears that much louder -- which is alright, because then he can't really be conscious about how loud he's moaning by this point. But it'd be super lame to come twice before Shuichi does even once (even if the first time was Shuichi's fault...), especially given that Shuichi was the first to blow the night before. So he may be focusing on accomplishing that right now. ]

[The issue here is that Shuichi is also doing his damn best to hold out with the intention of getting Ouma off first. Maybe half due to his considerate nature and half because Ouma is kind of riding him here and that half of the fun kinda stops if he finishes too soon.

So, yeah. Ouma making an effort to really wreck him here is very good but also kind of the worst. Where Ouma moans, Shuichi's all ragged gasps and strangled little noises in his attempt to keep a lid on it.

He'd try to get Ouma to slow down to let him cool it a little, but that seems to run a little counter to the objective here when Ouma is being so very open and enthusiastic in showing how much he's liking it. So he groans, clenching his eyes shut and dropping his head against Ouma's shoulder, rocking heavily with his bouncing.]

Are...are you almost...?

[ please say yes dude he is dying here ]

[ Shuichi is such a champ, which is a little annoying to Ouma right now. Shouldn't he be coming? Ouma idly wonders if he's not doing a good enough job or something, but it's also easy enough to tell that Shuichi is holding back here. Ouma huffs, swallowing thickly as he lets up on his pace slightly because he absolutely isn't responding to Shuichi otherwise.

Although it's still difficult enough with Shuichi touching him, and his voice sounds pretty strained -- he's really on the edge here himself. ]

W-Why do you...wanna know?

[ Listen, the last time Shuichi asked this wasn't very long ago, and that didn't turn out very favorable for him.

But whatever -- in the meantime, he'll take advantage of Shuichi's forehead on his shoulder and his grip in Shuichi's hair to tilt his own head so he can sloppily kiss the side of Shuichi's neck while he waits for an answer. ]

[ oh my god ouma not everything is edging

...though that's a pretty legitimate concern to have after the shit he pulled. ]

W-why...?

[Shuichi hasn't even thought of that, thought, so he's just mildly dismayed by the delay in getting an answer. It helps that Ouma eases up on him a little, but the sudden twinge of pain in his scalp as Ouma tugs on his hair and starts kissing at his neck again pretty much cancels out that help anyway.

Groaning in either frustration or pleasure -- it's hard to tell in this kind of situation when Ouma is involved -- he fumbles for the actual words, half wondering if Ouma is just intentionally fucking with him right now.]

I mean, I can't...I can't last forever here...

[Not only does he not let up in his stroking on Ouma's dick, but he pointedly intensifies his efforts, tugging a little harder and swiping his thumb over the tip at the top of his strokes.]

[ There is so much Ouma wants to say right now to genuinely fuck with Shuichi after that answer, but it's hard to be a dramatic tease when he's already so worked up and Shuichi isn't letting up on him at all. Ouma moans against Shuichi's skin in response to how Shuichi's stroking him right now and decides that, no, the cheeky responses will definitely have to wait.

Not that it's much of a decision, when his head feels all hazy again and he's instinctively jerking his hips forward pretty desperately again in response to what Shuichi's doing to him -- which just has the added effect of making him very conscious of Shuichi inside him again, and it's all way too much at once. Ouma's shoulders hunch up slightly as he feels way too much tension and stimulation in his groin, and his nails scratch at Shuichi's scalp a bit as he tenses up.

It's so unfair, because he wanted to make Shuichi come first, but he supposes that if nothing else it's at least very obvious that Shuichi wants him to get off this time. Regardless of that, Ouma chooses to relieve some of his tension and frustration by sinking his teeth into Shuichi's neck right before he ends up coming with a loud groan and a shudder. ]

[The sudden harsh bite of teeth into his neck draws a surprised, pained cry out of him. But the sting of it is almost immediately forgotten in the face of Ouma tensing and clenching around him so hard he sees stars. It's fortunately that he can feel the sticky confirmation all over his hand that that was indeed Ouma finishing, because no way could he have held out after that.

It's like Ouma's squeezing the orgasm out of him. His shocked cry is choked off abruptly, breathless as the feeling of it hits him hard. He has to lift his head from Ouma's shoulder, half convinced he straight-up can't breathe at all and only faintly concerned about it while he tenses and arches.

He has to let go of Ouma's dick to plant a hand against the matress, steadying himself as the adrenaline or whatever it is slowly fades and he's left feeling heavy and boneless. He can't even bring himself to care about the jizz he's smearing on his sheets. His other hand slides the rest of the way around Ouma's waist, holding the smaller boy close while he rides out the aftershocks of easily the most intense orgasm he's ever had.

Yeah, he can see why people are pretty wild about sex now.]

[ Ouma doesn't even have a chance to ride out his own orgasm fully before he suddenly feels Shuichi coming inside him, which is an entirely weird sensation in itself as much as it is enthralling -- actually taking Shuichi's orgasm as well as drawing it out of him is something else. Ouma feels like his mind has short-circuited for a good minute as he deals with this new feeling of warm, viscousness on top of having Shuichi's cock still inside of him. Christ.

He feels shaky and breatheless and worn out all at once, and Shuichi's hand dipping around his waist ends up being a welcome source of steadiness as his other hand finally lets go of Shuichi's hair to drop to his shoulder. He leans against Shuichi's chest, resting his forehead against Shuichi's collar as he continues attempting to catch his breath.

His voice is super breathy even now, but he can't help commenting now that he feels slightly more able to than before: ]

You really...came inside...

[ Geez!!!

Not that Ouma wasn't essentially trying to get Shuichi to do as much earlier. But even if he's not really upset about it or anything, it bears pointing out -- he knows it's the first time Shuichi's ever done anything like this.

Although it's also the first time Ouma's ever done this either, which leaves him a little frazzled about how to handle this, but shhh. ]

[Ouma's weight slumping against him is hardly backbreaking, but Shuichi is hardly Gonta and he feels like a light breeze could knock him over right now. He wobbles a little, locking his arm straight so as to not just collapse.

He really can't complain, though. Y'know, given everything that just went down.

There's a sort of lethargy hitting him -- which seems absurd to him, given he slept through most of the day and Ouma was definitely doing the better part of the physical work here, but there it is -- and it keeps him from overreacting as he otherwise might have. But he's still able to process that comment slowly and then pause, glancing down at Ouma with an uncertain, vaguely horrified look.]

Should...should I not have...?

[ oh fuck he wasn't even thinking of that kind of thing ]

[ In addition to exerting all that effort (Shuichi better be grateful!!), Ouma also kind of...came twice...which is probably the payoff he honestly deserves for all that effort, but it also has the consequence of making him that much more exhausted. He sighs against Shuichi's chest, not exactly jumping at the bit to sit up anytime soon as he says his response with a lilt of amusement despite being kind of groggy here. ]

I mean, it's pretty ballsy, coming inside the Supreme Leader...

[ He muses, like he's not the one who hopped on Shuichi's dick in the first place. ]

But I'll let you get away with it this once. Y'know, since I took your virginity...

[ Whatever you say, Ouma. ]

[Please don't remind him that this bizarre experience spawned from just trying to make friends and watch movies was how he lost his virginity. Don't give this that much weight. His brain can't handle it right now. Hell, it's not even really trying to handle it, acknowledging that comment distantly and immediately letting it go to better linger in blissed-out ease. It's fine, Ouma's just teasing like normal, the total reality of the fact that they hooked up twice and he lost his virginity in this manner, abruptly and to someone he isn't really sure about his feelings for, is a problem for later. Like, tomorrow.

Sighing heavily, somewhere between exasperation and relief in that heady sense of contentment, Shuichi just gives up supporting both of them and drops onto his back, bouncing a little with the spring of the mattress. His arm slung around Ouma's waist keeps the other boy held close.]

If you're sure...

[Yeah, he doesn't have the brainpower right now to keep up that vague worry and stress over whether Ouma might be lying about this. It sounds fine so it's fine.

Who knew the secret to getting Shuichi Saihara to relax and overthink everything less was just a good fucking? Amazing.]

Nee-heehee...

[ Ouma snickers softly as he lets Shuichi pull him down, not finding any jeopardy in the sudden movement given that he's already well-situated against Shuichi. If anything, this is more comfortable -- well, except for one thing... Ouma steadies himself against an arm on Shuichi momentarily while he reaches back with his other hand, bringing that hand to settle his fingers around the base of Shuichi's cock just long enough for him to shift his hips forward enough to slide Shuichi outside of him.

God, that's a weird feeling, and Ouma's acutely aware of the slick wetness inside of him and (now) all over his fingers again. It's pretty messy, but Ouma's not particularly worried about that. He brings that hand back up, although he's (amazingly) considerate enough not to grab Shuichi's shoulder again or whatever, instead spreading his fingers out to display the mess in front of Shuichi because...considerate does not equal couth. ]

The only thing I'm sure about is how pent up you were... I don't think I can go back to my room like this at all!

[ Sure he can, but he's definitely not moving right now.

Or anytime soon. ]

[It is definitely a weird sensation, a little uncomfortable in his over-stimulated state, but at least it's brief.

More uncomfortable, definitely, is Ouma proudly showing off the mess all over his fingers. It's not a scolding, however teasing Ouma is being, but he still feels somewhat like a dog whose face is being shoved in their own mess as a disciplinary thing. Shuichi flushes, surely making some kind of ridiculous face in response to that nonsense, and turns his head to the side to either pointedly look away or maybe just at least somewhat hide his expression.]

I wasn't going to tell you to leave...

[To put it a way that doesn't make him sound like a clingy disaster. Because frankly, he's not sure what he'd do if Ouma did just ditch him again. It was bad enough last night. Now he's freshly de-virgin'd, teetering on the edge between easy contentedness and self-conscious uncertainty over how this whole thing went down, distantly but acutely aware that being left alone would nudge him neatly over the edge into the latter and very sure he'd be completely miserable again, post-coital bliss be damned.

Frowning, his grip around Ouma's waist tightens just slightly, as if unconsciously worried he'll decide to take off anyway.]

[ Ouma grins between Shuichi's words and the fact that he is definitely aware of Shuichi's arm tightening around him slightly. He's pretty pleased about that, and even though Shuichi's being super clear he doesn't want Ouma to go anywhere, Ouma can't help but take the opportunity to mess with him about it. ]

Then are you gonna invite me to stay?

[ Ouma asks as he's already making himself comfortable, settling his chin against Shuichi's chest.

Maybe he just wants to hear it.

Or he's just being difficult. Or both. ]

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