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kokichi "liefucker69" ouma ([personal profile] misleaded) wrote in [community profile] box152018-04-23 04:50 pm

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[ Welcome to hell! Welcome to hell!

Which is to say, welcome to the morning after Ouma and Shuichi's game went a little further than it probably should have. Ouma had ended up killing even more time in the tacky love hotel by giving it another, more thorough investigative sweep -- not that he found anything particularly useful, but it's good to know the layout of the place and what exactly can all be found in there item-wise. Who knows what might end up being useful or relevant in this mutual killing game fiasco. Although he lowkey hopes some of the shit he found never ends up being relevant -- but knowing Miu, it's possible.

So Ouma's a little sleep deprived, between staying out that much later and...the general exhaustion...plus his inability to stop thinking about it. Even though he'll act like he slept like an absolute baby, 'cause he's a liar. He's even dragged himself to the cafeteria for breakfast, because that's how utterly unaffected he is. Plus, he is hungry.

Thankfully (but also annoyingly, because now he's gotta go see what they're up to right now), most of the ~*~student council~*~ of Angie's, aka the brainwashed idiots, aren't really around right now. That leaves...Korekiyo, Maki, Miu, and Kaito. What a wack group. Although one of the others might show up later...or altogether, since they're teaming up. No Shuichi either, which is interesting.

But not unsurprising, he supposes.

He doubts anything would've happened to him, but there's a paranoid part of him that kind of wonders.

He's almost considering just nabbing some snacks and taking them up to his room right now, because this is pretty uninteresting!! No fights breaking out or anything. Plus, the meal quality around here has really taken a nosedive since Kirumi's death. Oh, well...

The Monokubs will probably show up to say something inane, so he should stick around. ]
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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-04-23 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[Unfortunately (or maybe it's fortunately, who knows), the Monokubs are not the ones who make a fashionably late entrance. Nope, that's all Shuichi, looking even less like he got a good night's sleep. Because he didn't, and he's not a liar.

Even having left the hotel a good while earlier than Ouma last night and heading right back to his room, mercifully without runing into anyone on the way, sleep had not come for a while. He's not often one too fall asleep easily to begin with, but his overactive brain had been running wild and getting it to shut up long enough to pass out had been a struggle. He slept straight through the morning announcement and he still doubts he got more than a few hours of sleep.

It'd probably be the best for his mental state to avoid the source of his inner turmoil for a while. But of course, life is never that nice to him, so Ouma is one of the few people actually in the cafeteria.

Awesome.

Not great at smoothly handling awkward social situations on his best days, and especially frazzled right now, Shuichi lingers in the doorway for way too long. Is he supposed to avoid talking to Ouma? Or try to act completely normal like nothing happened? Should he just skip breakfast and ollie outie right now before anyone notices him? Too late for that, a few of the others have already looked up and made eye contact and oh god.

Kaito, hero that he is, comes to the rescue with an enthusiastic greeting and wave, glossing right over Shuichi's probably very obvious hesitation. He gestures to the empty seat beside him and Shuichi gratefully hurries to take it before he seems even weirder. It's only once he's actually seated that he realizes he's seated himself right across from Ouma, and a tinge of pink works its way onto his face as he pointedly keeps his eyes on the table in front of him.

Jesus, it'll be a miracle if he survives this one meal without self-destructing. Any even longer period of time seems like a lost cause.]
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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-04-24 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
[Wow, Ouma's being a litte shit? What a shocker.

Somehow Shuichi thought for a moment that maybe Ouma would leave him alone. He was the one who'd told Shuichi to leave last night, after all. But no, of course that's not his style.

Shuichi's flush deepens slightly, but he manages to keep more or less a straight face. He stiffens a little, but a surreptious sideways glance at Kaito and the others finds the rest of the group hasn't paid that idle comment any mind, distracted by whatever conversation they were in the middle of. Good, Shuichi might survive this yet.

He doesn't dare actually look at Ouma, though. He doesn't trust himself to maintain that shaky inconspicuousness if he does.]


...I couldn't really sleep last night.

[It's barely more than a murmur in response, but that's not that weird coming from him at least.]
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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-04-24 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
[All that does finally get Shuichi to look up at Ouma, and there's probably about twenty different emotions going on on his face at the same time. Bewilderment, frustration, confusion. A hint of irritation over this obvious attempt trip him up when Ouma was the one who swore him to silence in the first place. A bit of hurt, maybe.

His mouth presses together into a thin line in his attempt to battle all that back down and he averts his gaze. He makes himself busy finally reaching to gather himself some breakfast from an assortment of foods someone had set out on the table, pointedly keeping his eyes on his task.]


We already broke it for training.

[He's not that much of a goody-two-shoes. Does Ouma even know about their training sessions? Shuichi hasn't mentioned it himself, and he highly doubts Kaito or Maki have, but Ouma always seems to know more than he should about everything going on.]
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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-04-24 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
It was fine.

[It wasn't fine, and there's definitely a bit of lingering tension over the whole thing with some of the "student council". Maybe he'd even be content to talk to Ouma about it normally. That sounds like a potentially decent conversation; a good way to pick Ouma's brain about this recent nonsense and maybe bond a little with someone who's still only sorta-kinda-maybe a friend.

But Ouma's being a dick right now and Shuichi doesn't know why, so forgive him if he's being a little curt. He frowns slightly, filling up his plate and silently willing the subject to die.

Life hates him, though, and the only things that die here are students and Monokubs, so of course Kaito suddenly diverts his attention to his "sidekick", slinging an arm around Shuichi's shoulders.]


So where'd you go last night? You weren't answering your door, we were starting to get worried when you were late for breakfast!

[Kaito's all smiles, clearly not too worried about it anymore, but under his arm Shuichi is stiff, staring hard at his plate and trying to think of a decent excuse quick. He'd already said he couldn't sleep so he can't say he'd passed out early in case Kaito had heard that, but he runs the risk of being caught in a lie if he claims to have been somewhere and someone contradicts him...]

Uh...

[He's hesitating just a bit too long. Fuck, he's too tired for this right now.]
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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-04-25 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ give him a break he is a good honest boy!!

Shuichi nearly chokes on his first bite of breakfast over Ouma's interruption, but luckily the sound is drowned out by Kaito's disbeliving scoff. Jesus christ, is Ouma trying to make his life harder?

What kind of question is that? Of course he is.

Shuichi shoot Ouma an uneasy look, but for once maybe it's easy to sorta go along with it than throw him under the bus. It'd probably be easy and believeable to brush it off as a lie, but Ouma has definitely proven to be a bit spiteful sometimes when pissed off.]


We, uh...we were watching a movie from the A/V room in Ouma's dorm. I didn't realize how late it had gotten...

[He couldn't risk claiming to be somewhere in the school, but the chances of anyone stopping by Ouma's room seems pretty low. That's a little sad to consider, but he'll take advantage of it right now.

Kaito, at least, looks skeptical but not disbelieving. Probably more doubtful over the "why" than the truthfulness of that claim.]

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[True to his word, Shuichi went straight to sleep once Ouma left. And this time he actually got some decent rest. Huh. It's almost like leaving off on a more positive note is way less stressful or something. That said, he sleeps through the better part of the afternoon as a result. His sleeping schedule will definitely be fucked for a while, but he supposes it's fine for now. As least he's rested enough for the evening's sudden new plans.

Yeah, this definitely isn't how he imagined the day would go when he got up this morning. But he could have said the same thing about yesterday, so apparently that's just the theme of his life right now.

But with some actual sleep under his belt and mood improved by that and a few other factors, he's content enough as he knocks on Ouma's dorm door. Hopefully he's actually in and Shuichi doesn't have to go hunting for him. But he wouldn't put a spontaneous game like that past Ouma either.]
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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-04-29 09:43 am (UTC)(link)
[It doesn't escape his notice that Ouma doesn't give him even a glimpse of his room, but Shuichi tries not to overthink that one. It doesn't have to be something suspicious. Lots of people are very private about their bedrooms. He certainly wouldn't think twice if any of the girls did the same, so he should be fair.]

Ah...yeah. But I guess I'll probably be up late tonight, now.

[He smiles, just a little awkward, and inclines his head vaguely towards the dormitory entrance. Most of their time spent together so far was all Ouma taking charge and dragging him into it, so it's almost a little odd to be doing something this normal.]

I thought we could go down to the A/V room and pick something out together...?

[By which he means to see what Ouma's interested in and just...go along with that, so he can't be accused of picking something boring. Besides, he's not sure his own tastes in fiction would be very appreciated in the middle of a killing game anyway.]
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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-04-29 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Shuichi has to scramble to follow after Ouma. And true to his word, he doesn't seem particularly bothered by the unsubtle jabs with certain subjects not on the table. He really is used to being the group punching bag, after all.

He catches up as they duck out of the dorms into the early evening air, oddly still and quiet in this weather- and bug-free cage. Despite his longer legs, he has to hurry a little to keep up. But he smiles upon falling into step with the shorter boy.]


What kind of movies do you like?

[How...ordinary. Wow. He half expects Ouma to give him shit for being boring before they've even picked out something to watch, but fuck it, he'll risk that. He wants to do normal stuff too. Not everything has to be life-or-death investigations and impromptu love hotel encounters (shit his brain really needs to stop jumping back to that). Even trapped in a killing game, they can still just spend some ordinary, peaceful time together. This could be nice.]
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[He can totally do small talk! He's not that much of a socially awkward loser. Usually. But he is kinda looking it right now, having been somewhat called the fuck out on his taste in movies. He frowns, maybe just faintly defensive.]

I mean...I don't mind that kind of stuff in a drama or thriller or something.

[He won't outright say he likes mysteries. He will not openly be that much of a stereotype.]

But I don't really like it in horror movies and the like when it's just for shock value or whatever.

[He can't help but notice, as they reach the school doors and he holds on open because je's just a polite kid like that, that Ouma only really specificed what he doesn't like. Which...yeah. Unsurprising. If there's an indirect way to answer a question, Ouma will apparently always find it.]

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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-08-19 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Post-trial, Shuichi is just...feeling a lot, honestly. Too much to sum up neatly. The loss of any of their classmates is a heavy blow each time, one that eats at him long afterwards with guilt and regrets. Three at once was almost overwhelming, even if they weren't necessarily people he was very close with. Angie had been trying to help keep everyone safe in her own way, even if he disagreed with her methods. Tenko had died right in front of him and he'd failed to notice anything that could have saved her. He'd talked a fair amount with Korekiyo and he should have realized something was off, should have paid more attention and asked more about that sister. The guilt there is tempered with a sense of betrayal, the knowledge that someone he'd trusted had done something so awful without remorse or good reason. He couldn't forgive Korekiyo like he could Kaede or Kirumi.

And murders aside, the group remaining is such a mess he doesn't even know what to do. He couldn't say anything to console Himiko, or help carry her back like Gonta can. He has no words to keep up morale like Kaito probably might have -- almost no words left at all, so drained of them by his once-again starring role in the trial. He's barely keeping himself together, honestly, and it's only the reluctance to burden the others with his own emotional breakdown that's propping him up right now.

And of course, Ouma doesn't stay quiet long enough to let Shuichi forget about that whole mess either. Their whole...whatever it is, impossible for him to ignore yet apparently not giving Ouma any trouble at all. What progress Shuichi felt like he'd made in understanding seemed to slip back a few steps when he woke up after their last encounter to find Ouma missing.

He should have done something earlier, when they found Ouma covered in blood before the trial. The shock and horror certainly hadn't helped on top of the clusterfuck of other awful emotions he'd been trying to work through, and at least Ouma had revealed the joke before he'd done anything completely humiliating. But that had been real blood and a real injury, and there had been a real wobble in Ouma's steps as he wandered off. Shuichi should have stopped him, should have made sure he was alright or that someone else looked after him. But everything was too overwhelming, and the pressure of the investigation and its time limit was too much, and Maki's complete lack of concern had made speaking up too intimidating, and Ouma had brushed them off himself, hadn't he?

(That last one was definitely a poor excuse. If there's anything Shuichi is sure of, it's that Ouma would never be so straightforward as to ask for help if he was hurt.)

But now Ouma's just wandering off alone again. His blunt and careless manner gets a variety of reactions from the others -- a lot of exasperation, a glare from Maki, a sincere goodnight from Gonta -- but Shuichi just feels the guilt he'd been tramping down the whole trial come rushing back in like a wave.]


H-hold on...

[He manages to make the words happen despite the doubtful looks from the others. And with an apologetic glance shot their way, he follows after Ouma. There's probably no point in trying to make him stay with the group, not when it would almost certainly guaranteed he'd just deflect any concern in front of them.]
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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-08-22 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
[It's a deep relief to see the group dispersing when he glances back over his shoulder. He barely knows how to handle Ouma as it is, let alone with an audience. Kaito lingers a moment with a confused, mildly curious look, Maki just behind him looking distinctly more sour, but they both mercifully move along when Shuichi shoots them a hopefully-reassuring smile and waves them on.

The smile fades as he looks back to Ouma, though. Whether that's because he feels bad or because Ouma usually seems to go out of his way to make his life harder, well...]


I just...wanted to make sure you were okay. You looked a little unsteady on your feet earlier, and there was a lot of blood...

[Saying it only makes him feel guiltier, and he wilts a little, gaze dropping to his feet.]

...I should have made sure back then, there just wasn't time, and...I mean, I'm sorry.
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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-08-29 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[He fails to notice the just slightly too-long pause in Ouma's response there, distracted by his own mess of complicated emotions about...well, everything.

The grin Ouma gives him should be reassuring. Maybe it would be on anyone else. But the only thing he's absolutely sure about regarding Ouma -- aside from a few more personal details he's deduced -- is that Ouma is never so straightforward about anything. Saying he was fine with one breath and then playing up his own "suffering" the next certainly fits the bill. None of it is very comforting.

Drawing a breath, he tries to make himself relax. Ouma's acting like his usual self, cheery and lying and immediately going for the guilt trip, so he probably doesn't hate him. Right?]


...What did you have in mind?

[Ouma always has something in mind. Sometimes it feels like he's always (and unfairly) twenty steps ahead of the rest of them in every regard.]
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[personal profile] shyhara 2018-09-16 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[Shuichi doesn't even wince at Ouma's nonsensical suggestions. It's feeling like a trend now, and he's heard it enough to know it's bullshit. Whether it's meant to freak him out or whether Ouma just thinks saying it at all is funny, that's harder to judge. Either way, he doesn't react, simply brushing off the vague threats and focusing in on the latter part.]]

Okay.

[Blindly agreeing to any of Ouma's shenanigans feels a little foolish. But he doesn't think Ouma would do anything to really hurt him, probably, and it helps assuage his guilt, so that's a problem for future Shuichi.

But forgiveness is only part of what he wanted here, and with that out of the way he leans in a little, eyebrows knitting together with concern.]


...Are you sure you're alright? Did anyone help you patch up that cut before the trial?

[His eyes flick up to Ouma's forehead, but he can't tell where any bandages might be beneath the mess of bangs hanging in Ouma's face, let alone where the injury itself was.]

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